There is only one wish in my head,
Since we’ve ever met,
It’s the wish of regaining happiness,
Time to throw away sorrow and sadness …

This one has been changing me so much,
Unable to accept such large changes in such a big rush,
Still, I love that one, even if I try to forget,
Something in me is something which will not let!

It’s one who has changed my emotions,
Without any jungle fever or voodoo potions,
It’s just too hard to be thrown away,
Which did I do I’ve got to pay?

What did I do to receive a death sentence,
To be there for you and be ejected over the fence,
You seem to be able to ignore me completely,
Was that love really really really ?

You’re now in a damp room with walls colored of blood,
You are inside my heart now, nothing can change that to moot!
Please, don’t tear apart which is left in me,
Because with such hard way, there is no way out to see …

We’ve seen lots of happiness but also negativity!
It’s normal to talk, according my relatives,
The only friends I’ve got left are either dropping dead,
Or I’ve lost my trust so great, I’m now being painted red…

The color of blood, which shows purity,
The fluid inside me causes lunacy …
Please don’t just throw away 11 months,
Am I really worth nothing more than that once?

You have become a wish of me,
I hope you are able to see,
Please, release me and show me some emotion,
Let me know something, make any notion ?

Could you ever grant a wish, even for love?
Would you be able to make love and release the peace dove?
Or are you going to be for always mad,
And make me forever sad …

 
If you really love me that much,
Why not think about that and try to repair a bit in a hush,
Instead of just running away, leaving a real love behind,
Just like a drunk should do with his last pint …

I’ve been donating my entire me,
I’ve been changing my entire life which you don’t see,
There is too much different in me and around here,
I don’t really know anymore where to crawl .. where ?

The pain does not end and only grow,
It’s ending in heavy sorrow,
You told me even you’d like to see me more,
Although you seem to keep me sore …

We should both defend which is holy,
If you really love me wholly,
You’ve been standing so long with me,
There has to be something left, you got to see?

I’m not enjoying life anymore,
Since you walked outside that door,
My confidence is too low to create friends,
Am I getting punished here for my sins ?

Please, I beg you in all eternity,
Try once more which is my wish eternally!
Don’t kill any heart and be responsible,
Before you were being so sensible …

Your feeling changed from love to hate in one day,
I hope for the long duration you had to stay,
You’ll give me another chance in all honesty and fairness,
So the tears are finally gone and happiness cheers …

I’d like to make you happy, make you smile,
Even if that would take an entire long worthwhile,
Because you are worth every bit,
Which I’ve been writing since last night!

I’m not asking for 24/7 solitude,
Because that would be extremely rude,
All I asked the few last period is a bit of attention to be left,
But all I got is empty hands and my heart is in theft …

 
Please just don’t forget me through ambition,
There is someone ready for you, always in any condition,
A friend, a heart, someone to cry and laugh with,
Someone which you can kiss whenever you deem fit!

You have becoming that big x-mas wish,
To release my pain, to have a future list,
Of what we both like and love to do,
Not tearing me apart like a doll in voodoo …

You’re dealing here with someone who loves you dear,
No matter where you are, here or nowhere,
I hope for full forgiveness at your side,
Because it’s unable for my feelings to hide!

I already told before I’ve made big sacrifices,
That’s not for me only to throw those dices,
Please try to respect that too,
And just don’t throw me away like someone raging would do!

Did I ever hurt you so bad?
Did I ever made you that sad,
You are now needing to retreat,
Including just dumping me into the lit?

I’m just human, with a body and a heart in heat,
We both made mistakes, it’s still not too late,
Let’s fix our problems by talking and feeling,
Not by just throwing everything against the ceiling..


This has become the most public statement of love,
Hoping it would cast peace upon us in all lore,
It’s the truth inside of me,
I hope you would open your eyes and heart to see …

Please,
Try to listen to your heart too which is the best advice,
Don’t turn to me ice cold like a rock,
Because it turns me into brainless matter ad-hoc!

I’m currently unable to talk,
It’s painful to move and to walk,
To see everything around me which was done for two,
I hope it’s not throw away all that, just by you …

I know you got a big heart,
Else I’d not missing it that hard!